Having a Crush..

all of you mesti tahu what is Crush right ? someone that we love in silent. hmm.. i have a crush. i admit it i love him. but.. i never hope or desperately want to be with him. i know i'm not deserve to him. seumur hidup i never have a crush until i see him. i dont know why i love him. i dont know why i can like him. i'm tired to search the reason. but i'm still not get it. one day.. his bestfriend know that i like him. i told him to not to get my Mr.Crush know that i like him for a quite long time. i told him.. to ask my Mr.Crush, if he is single or not. but... he told my Mr.Crush everything. he showed my text with his bestfriend to Mr.Crush. all of my text. full of shame. suddenly.. he text me "betul ke apa yg "bestfriend" ckp?" i replied "i dont know" then, he replied again.. "jujurlah.." "hmmm yes i do, is ti wrong?" he tell me "no.. there is no wrong at all, i hope i can know u better" by his words... he makes me smile. a long smile. i hope that is not a fake hope. after in two weeks later.. we texting again.. aku lupa apa yg kitaorang chat, but.. aku tanya dia "agaknya.. bila aku nk dapat title your GF eh?" he replied "nak tak nak?" i dont reply. i'm in shock maybe. "nak ke tak nak?" he ask again. i'm not reply, and suddenly he send me a text "AWEK aku ni depan malu malu... dlm text kecoh jgk eh" he's suddenly call me as his girlfriend. only Allah knows what I feel that time. 21st May.. he's mine. i'm so happy. until today... we have been together for 3 months. hmm.. i dont know whats wrong with him. he doesnt reply my text, my chat.. and also not pick up my call. there is anything wrong that i do? i dont know. hmm.. i miss him. i'm only can see his face for two days a week. it hurts. i miss him so much. but i dont if he miss me too. i hope he miss me like i'm miss him. hmm.. reply my text and my chat and pick up my calls sayang. i do miss you.. :(

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